John Bryant

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peep my new blog. fuck this buzznet shit.

sucks.

sucks.

i swear i just burned off every calorie i've ever consumed. just had the most grueling workout of my life. im turning my life around day by day and i haven't been more proud of myself in a long time. im accomplishing everything. i'm doing things i never thought i would be doing in my life. the feeling of accomplishment is amazing, and everything is falling into place.

i might be interviewing some bands and doing press for a music festival but i'm not counting my chickens before they hatch.

earlier today the power went out and it was really peaceful not to have technology for a while. i tell you, technology will be our world's downfall. i give us ten years, if that before we start to see that before our eyes.

my website will be relaunched within the next month, totally new designs and features! i can't wait. i'm also thinking of changing the domain name. hmm, i'll keep you posted.


ideas ideas ideas!!

i can't stop listening to devendra banhart right now, sooo amazing. if you're into folk rock check him out www.myspace.com/devendrabanhart


the past two days have been spent relaxing. so many things going on in the outside world, it feels nice to be away from it all. i need to drink more water and take more vitamins. wahhhh. this journal was pointless.


EDIT: artist market on saturday!

Right now I'm taking a break from packing my things for the big move to update my buzznet. Last night was the best I have ever felt in my entire life. So relaxed, so happy. I listened to Bjork until i fell asleep last night, if you don't know who that is, itunes is just a click and a purchase away. after i pack a few more things i am going to take some time out to do some yoga and drink some detox tea. im not only rejuvenating myself mentally, but physically as well. I'm going back to being vegan, only organic fruits and vegetables for now. life seems so much simpler these days, and so much more positive. i'm a firm believer in karma and fate. fuck therapy. i also believe in the law of attraction. if you want a positive positive things in life, then they will come to you. if you focus on the negative things in life then negativity will follow you like a black cloud. To live life with no regrets, and to live a life full of positive things is my goal for the rest of 2008 and beyond.


this was probably the most random blog ever.

I erased my past today, I'm a new person now. I even have a legal certificate to prove it.

When I came home today from my final consequence of my poor decision I made in April, I went to sleep. I fell asleep around 12:30 and slept until 9:30pm. I missed the artist market and my appearance at Purgatory Lounge. But I guess it was worth it, to finally be able to get some well needed rest. Tomorrow I am driving to the airport to pick up my mother, and then I'm going to start packing up my things for the big move.

xoxo


ps- DAMN it feels good to not have any negativity in my life.

Sweet Sixteen Not So Sweet
Current mood: focused

Ever since my sixteenth birthday on February 18, 2008 everything in my life has just fallen to pieces. Ever since I entered a circle of friends, I broke my promise to myself to never fall into peer pressure. I would sneak out of the house and go to a "friend's" house and walk back home. I would lie to my parents about where I was and what I was doing. I would sneak off to another state for hotel parties, I sold my phone and was scammed, I totaled my car, I am way beyond behind on my school work, I've ruined a relationship with the one person in my life that will always be there for me. But through all of this, I grew stronger. I finally realized the meaning behind the theory "What goes up, Must come down." I got past it all. I grew from it and I set myself free. I didn't need the help I was given, I helped myself. When you have nothing, when everything falls apart, when no one is there you realize YOU are all you need.


I'm am finally at the point in my life where I am only focusing on the positive things in life. In a few more weeks I am moving to a city closer to career opportunities so I can begin focusing on my acting career. Things are finally starting to fall into place and I am starting a new chapter of my life. I am living my life for ME from now on, I have grown so much in the past few months and I am basically an adult in a sixteen year old's body. I have a good head on my shoulders and my mind has let the past remain in the past. I've learned a lot in these past few months and I am a better person from the outcome. Things are looking up for me. I fixd my relationship with my mother, I cut out all of the negative people in my life, I am doing excellent in school, I got a new car, revived old friendships with the people that really matter, and I have a lot ahead of me in my career. But most of all, I can not wait to leave all of this negativity behind and restart my life as the new me in a new city. Where no one knows me, Where I know no one. I'm reinventing myself. I'm starting all over. I'm the new Berlin Wall, try and tear me down.

xxoo.
John Bryant

So here I am, giving this whole blogging thing another shot. What's happened in the past is in the past and should stay that way. People love to make things up about you and twist words, thats the fun part of the internet.. you can make whatever you want on here seem real. i'm done with all the lies and fake people in my life. i can relate to someone in particular with this. personal things should be kept personal and life should spent focusing on the positive things in life. it's just to short to be wasting all your time and energy on negativity.

with that being said...


001.

i am finally at the point in my life where i am ready to settle down and focus on my acting career. i have the best publicist and manager anyone could ask for. i've never seen a harder working person in my life. she has just as much drive as i do and thats what i look for when i work with someone. i'm done counting my chickens before they hatch. i am moving to arizona soon and will be closer to career opportunities and i can not be more excited! i have a lot of things in the works, and you will soon see things fall into place.


65 days left on the east coast.
west coast here i come.

xxoo.

JohnBryant.

finally got my account back!